sincerelyrae's Blog

Today was pretty hectic.All I did was sleep and finish writing my book.I've been depressed.I really wish I had him back.I keep praying that he'll come back to me but I HATE myself for having borderline personality disorder and HPV.I'm such a whore and I deserve nothing but punishment.I never did any serious drugs or anything like that but I personally think that watching myself go from bad to worse in a few brief months has ruined my life.Just when I believe my life is getting better,someone dies that I love dearly or someone I love so much doesn't wanna be my friend anymore because of my mood swings. I just wish I could do better.I feel more dead than alive.I need help.